Shoot the falling star

If it's one thing that i have learned, is that i never really do learn. I quite don't make much sense but in a world of my own i make all the sense. You would think that living in this world for as long as i have i would learn to pick up on things as i go along. But in reality i don't as much as i want to say i know better i don't and as much as i want to say i have a clue i don't. By now i would think that i would have what you call common sense something i very much lack of. I make friends just to lose them. I trust people just to get hurt and betray and i always put my heart in the wrong hands. And you would think as time goes by and you go through the motions you learn these simple rules as friends only last as you allow them to but the chances of them becoming a part of the past is very much real. Or that you never trust every one that you come across ,that trust is something some one earns and that you never leave your heart unguarded. But as for me as for my brain i didn't get that memo, so where does that leave me? in one f***ed up situation. I'm a puzzle who's missing it's pieces, a story thats on going because it can't find the right ending, and that all makes you think what has become of myself nothing much really stands out about me, no special talents that i know of and i'm not some prodigy, happy family has never been something of my life, a clean cut girl has never been who i am or who i was, so how do you decribe someone as confused and left in the shadows as i am. well you don't you just let it be because with all the trying your just setting yourself for just craziness. I don't know who i am but i am searching and i believe one day that i will find her, it may not be now or it may not be never but i wont ever push the fact that im just unidentified and i'll take my time because i'm still growing and shoot the falling star as fast as you can because this might be the last chance you might ever catch her.